glowing 15, Teater Tarakanita 1

desperately missing this moments.....!

do you really have the courage to do anything beyond your own boundaries, agnin?

- question my 2nd ballet teacher asked me in the middle of a runthrough

NOOOO! shitshitshitshit I'm so going to cut this off

grrmbl..

What so funny about my life recently is the randomness I did or I felt or whatever

That's true if people judge me as a very reasonable person and a bit too serious over one thing. sometimes. And sometimes, rarely, I just let others do everything for me while I rest my mind.

The excitement to be in charge of your own life is too hard to resist. And having your own way to do anything was a glorious pleasure.

So now I have no plan. I have no goal. I have no nothing. Pretty sure it starts to fall apart. Bleeeh.....